sometimes i feel like im still dreaming.
And fuck, i dont feel that im good in loving part.
in fact, i sucks.
And i think bby know that but she pretend like nth happen.
just now? wtf? we were muting ourself.
why the fuck?
idk.
im just speechless after i read bby's blog.
seriously, im speechless.
are we really drifting apart?
when will this fucking emo part will be over?
i wanna live happy with bby.
but something just wont let me.
what the fuckkkkkkk!
im scared to lose you.
i dont wanna let you go.
I love you alot.

its goona be 2mth in 25mins time.

ily sheila.
'Fiqq