Am I the Right one?

Sometimes i feel,
im selfish
im A centered person.

Fuck! why im a like this?
WHY? im not trying to be a emokid nw.
but seriously, i feel that way.
She's very kind to me.
She always being patient towards me.
Im scared one day, she'll lose her patient and leave me.
I just dont know what to do.
Its been a very Long journey with her.
But It was just a start.
We still have a long way to go.
All that sweet moments, i just cant forget it.
Those bite marks. Not pain. infact, i felt love.
How cute can she be? She's cute, i swear.
And she always try to look her best when she's with me.
But why must i being this way? Tell me guys, is this life?
Im sick nw, Cough, Swollen gums, weakbody and flu are just trying to kill me.
I always force her to visit the doctor when she's sick. im just worried.
but nw, im sick, she asked me to visit the doctor. Why i dont go? Not that im not listening to her.
i got my own reason. i've told her my reason.
i bet she's crying nw. i feel guilty. I Always tried to help people's relationship.
But it turn out that my relationship's going down. how sucks that is?
EERGH! Im sorry im not there when u need me. :(

I wanna Hug u and kiss u the way i used to. :(
'Fiqq